♥ Sooo, mom bought a new laptop for matthew. lolz. but he isn't officially holding it yet. lalala.

anyway,
it's already saturday night.
time is passing by so fast and i'm leaving tomorrow.

*sigh*
today, i feel really bad.
you know at times that you are so soft hearted that whenever someone says something you just felt like you've just been a spoilt brat and you could have done so many other things in other wayS?
*sigh* i should've said no.
greedy selfish me.


that's how i'm feeling right now.
That's how i felt whenever my dad gave me one of 'his-lecture', i feel that. ''hey, it's not even my right.so why did i?

sigh.. i really hate this feeling. really.

but baby.. i love u