technically it's THursday now.
and IT"S TODAY!!!!.
it's been 4 months i didn't see you.
but it felt like 4 years
Seems like 14 years.
This overwhlming feeling of excitement of going home to see you, to pounce on you.
Somehow it doesn't seem that excited anymore.
Been wondering was it something i said or i did.
but it concluded that it was me who left.
Maybe the sparks is gone. and it was my fault.
Maybe we both we too frustrated not being able to see each other.
Maybe you gave up waiting, you gave up being excited about everything.♥
♥ you never say wtv to me.
you never keep quiet.
you never say idk
you never say ok
you never say hey
you never not smile.
and the list of you never goes on...
but i guess this is all my fault.
And saying sorry won't be able to change everything.♥
Expect the unexpected they say and maybe my hopes were too high.
and i will only expect the least so i wouldn't be hurt or disappointed as i was taught.
But one thing i want you to know.
i love you. i hoe you know that.
♥♥
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