♥ I'm just looking through past post when i first met him how i thought of it. ♥
PEOPLE PEOPLE PEOPLE!!!
Please do not mis un. i'm not trying to make him look bad like he doesn't care or anything.
He Does.
Just that, we just met, and you know how silly me had a HUGEEEEEE crush on this guy that could work his charm over me anytime. ♥
I love you baby.
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when you wander of with her,my heart felt angry.
this jealousy is what i felt,
i told myself there's nothing going on
but thoughts and wonders kept coming in.
I felt lonely,
i ask myself,
should i be there?
should even be existing?
how important i am to you?
i love you and that's all i know,
silently being behind you,
and sometimes wondering,
do you see me there.
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♥ But now i know.
You do see me there.
and i'm still standing next to you and behind you, supporting you in everywhere,
letting you lead me and guide me in every step.
and i can rmb another day. ♥
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I'm home, sitting here. all alone. hmm..went to jj after dinner with dad. had dinner with mom. spent time with my bro in my room. hmm..but i missed him. din reli want to bother him that much on the phone.
Saw him at jj. He looked..zomg..the feeling i had was exactly like that day during new years. Or through the past years. but this time, it was deeper. Where you walk alone, you stare around and wonder if you'll bump into him. nomatter what others are talking to you, your heart just wish you could bump into him. And when you finally see him from far. you pretend not to but you are so excited you hope he would notice you, and talk to you. You walk from far and stalk him, turn a direction and purposely walk pass him pretending you din notice him and see if he calls you. and if he does, you smile and flirt. This feeling. The flirtation.and then you regret not being yourself and regretted not talking to him. zomg. i never knew my feeling for him would grow deeper and deeper. and i don't know why i'm talking like i don't know him at all.
i saw him, behind me. he looked so. handsome. so sweet. so wanna kiss him. so wanna hug him.
so miss him. and his smile.
He smiles to me.
Saw him at jj. He looked..zomg..the feeling i had was exactly like that day during new years. Or through the past years. but this time, it was deeper. Where you walk alone, you stare around and wonder if you'll bump into him. nomatter what others are talking to you, your heart just wish you could bump into him. And when you finally see him from far. you pretend not to but you are so excited you hope he would notice you, and talk to you. You walk from far and stalk him, turn a direction and purposely walk pass him pretending you din notice him and see if he calls you. and if he does, you smile and flirt. This feeling. The flirtation.and then you regret not being yourself and regretted not talking to him. zomg. i never knew my feeling for him would grow deeper and deeper. and i don't know why i'm talking like i don't know him at all.
i saw him, behind me. he looked so. handsome. so sweet. so wanna kiss him. so wanna hug him.
so miss him. and his smile.
He smiles to me.
♥ i could remember,
He had his hair spiked up, no glasses, with contacts, his White hang ten collar shirt, his dark navy blue 3/4 pants, ankle white socks, Frank Muller watch, red string tied around his leg and his pair of green adidas shoes which i've only seen him wear it ONCE!!! THAT ONLY ONE TIME!!!
LOL.
baby don't freak out on how and why i rmb what u were wearing a. You work your charm all over me and it's hard to miss.
*kiss*
i love you baby.
from, your forever stalker. LOL
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