Have you ever dictionary the world love?
noun
1. an intense feeling of deep affection
2. a person or thing that one loves
verb
-feel a deep feeling or sexual attachment
Love is the emotion of strong affection and personal attachment. - wikipedia
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Words demand explanation. They require analysis. They are the construction and expression of my thoughts. Of my heart. But they can't describe it. They can't describe any of it. They can't tell you how deep the memories are, or how often I think of them. They can't scream what I really want to say. They are the mask of how I really feel and they try to disguise the pain, but someone will strip it away. And someone will make those words worthless.
So what is a word worth? Nothing. What are three words worth? Nothing. But we say them anyway, because you know. You know, more than anyone what they mean. You know when I say I love you, I really mean that those three words can't describe what it is we have. When I say you're amazing, I know the word is just a cover; a quick way for me to remember all the things that amaze me about you, a mask for the memories we share, a disguised version of our adventures together. And I really believe that you know, when I say I miss you, it's not just that. I miss you every moment, and I miss just what your name means to me. It means an alphabet of sounds and letters and words. But none of them really mean anything, because words are based on trust, they rely on how truly and deeply we feel. Remember, always, that they don't mean anything, they are letters and they are constructions, but we deconstruct them every day and we twist them; we manipulate them so that they say what we want them to. But no word, no shape, no photograph could ever twist so far that it could begin to explain even a little bit of how I feel. [ le love]
So what is a word worth? Nothing. What are three words worth? Nothing. But we say them anyway, because you know. You know, more than anyone what they mean. You know when I say I love you, I really mean that those three words can't describe what it is we have. When I say you're amazing, I know the word is just a cover; a quick way for me to remember all the things that amaze me about you, a mask for the memories we share, a disguised version of our adventures together. And I really believe that you know, when I say I miss you, it's not just that. I miss you every moment, and I miss just what your name means to me. It means an alphabet of sounds and letters and words. But none of them really mean anything, because words are based on trust, they rely on how truly and deeply we feel. Remember, always, that they don't mean anything, they are letters and they are constructions, but we deconstruct them every day and we twist them; we manipulate them so that they say what we want them to. But no word, no shape, no photograph could ever twist so far that it could begin to explain even a little bit of how I feel. [ le love]
love is a strong word, big and strong words. and never have i wanted anyone as badly as i want you. it's different being in the love world, i see you everyday, spending time with you everyday and i never got sick of you. i only wanted more. We went out, we held hands, we stayed in, we fought, we kissed, we forgive, we hugged, we stayed up late, we talked, we laughed, we cried, we met new people, and everything with you, i never got bored. Everyday i fall in love with you again and it drives me crazy not being able to see you. i can't let you go, and i'm gonna keep you. forever.
i have you. not always, not all the time [yet], but you're mine. Distance is hard and we've been worse, i hope this is it cause i can't find anyone better than you for me. YOU ARE MINE <3
I love you.
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