Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened.

It's been a while since i've blogged anything personal or about my thoughts. 

Don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened - a famous quote by Dr. Seuss

This is how i try to live my day. Things do happen in our lives, good things and bad things. Things that makes our emotional taking control and confusing us. 

Sometimes we feel like we want to give up, walk away and not turn back. But we often do not have the courage to open the door to take the first step out. We will hesitate, go to sleep by the end of the day, and hoping to wake up for a better day tomorrow. 

They are us who experience more emotional than others. They are us who think more than other. They are us who don't bother like the others. 

We meet people and create friendships along the way. and through incidents and emotions that happen in our life, we get to know who our friends are, who we can click with better. 

Everyone has their way of reason of doing their things, some will listen and change, some will take some time, and there are some who are much more stubborn who insist to stand still.

'Be who you are and say what you feel. because those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind' - Dr. Seuss

Another quote which i love. Don't stop doing what you like, or hide your feelings. But of couse, you need to know what is needed to be said when. Those people who really mind what you do, doesn't matter in your life. But those people who really matter and care for you won't mind you being who you are. 

So many years of studying, and this year will seem to be the last year i'd be going to school/uni. 

Now it's the beginning of working years. To get a job, to earn money. Be independent and can't rely on family on financial problems anymore. 

It's not like i've never worked before, but it just feels like a huge responsibility. (i hate working at a job that i don't like) 

and think about the problems with colleagues. the mini war between just to get the job or higher raise.

Then i'd have to start paying everything myself..

Everything just seems to end with financial in the end. 

But one thing i've and i'd learn more is, enough is better than more. 

Then relationship will be the next thing. 

The only thing i'm worried? how my 'job' will effect my relationship. 

sucks big time. but this is life. so i learn not to complain too much about it. but accept it and go on with life. 

"In three words i can sum everything i've learned about life; It goes on" - Robert Frost

I've had a friend who has me how do it i deal with everything.

I told her. Trust. Faith. Love. Hope

Not trying to be anything religious here (i do not touch that matter in my blog)

i trust him

i have faith in him

i love you him

i have hope in him

There's no point if i have no trust in him. no point if i do not have faith or hope in him. and obviously, there won't be any point if there's no love in it. 

So you have the heart to make it work, you love him. you gotta trust him. have faith and hope in him. 

I appreciate the memories given to me. the happy moments and the smile. 

the sacrifices and the tolerance. the trust and faith. 

the games and bullying. 

the kicking and the rolling

the singing and the dancing. 

And the everything that we've done together. 

Saying i love you doesn't prove much, (don't want to overs ay it in my blog)

Cause you do know how i feel =)

It's not lack of love, but lack of friendship that makes an unhappy marriage/relationship

- Friedrich Nietzsche