♥ Some people in this world, are so damn lucky, but yet they do now know it.

I sit down and think where i stand.

And now, i realize, i do not even stand anywhere.

Not a place where i can speak out and be listen to.

But a place where i would be allowed to be spoken but looked as a fool.

There are times i thought i was something,

but turns out to be nothing.

Why are people cruel

i always wonder.

Do not ask why i'm not smiling

do not ever wonder about it

you say you care bout me

but it's you whom you actually care.

i may be selfish

i may be childish

but for that's happening

there's a reason to it.

i can't blame you about it

neither can i talk to you about it

because i come to know

you were no difference than you were 10 years ago

I thought i knew but actually i didn't

All along it was just a face

but now i know

So don't blame me

for closing my heart

for stopping telling you stuff

which you never bother to hear

i'll just pretend to be who i am

and just let the time pass by.♥