teared

♥ What happen to us ?

i wish i were stronger

i wish i could erase the things i do not want to think about

i wish i could forget about unhappy things

But i missed you so much

the happy times we have

i don't want to think about the unhappiness between us.

They say some things are better left unsaid.

but i though we were able to talk about anything.

maybe i was wrong

maybe it's just me.

I'm sorry that i hurt you

or made you sad or disappointed you

I didn't mean to do anything harm

But what's done is done.

past tense.

Now it's the present and the future we are looking at.

What's next?

i do not know.

How well do you know me is one thing

How do you act around me is another thing.

You were the best

You were the worst

that i cannot judge.

I never know how you feel

i never wonder about that

till now..

♥♥

♥You slept with me at night

turned out the lights and kept me safe and sound all night

all girls wanted that

Having fun and eating together

You had to drive me everywhere

and when i couldn't sleep at night

scared things wouldn't turn out right

You would be there, not saying anything

but i know you want to care

just at times you were tongue tied

and you just expressed it differently

Wish you may and wish you might

holding you tight and never let it go

which you've always fussed about it♥

♥ what happened to us?

what's next?

I want to know what you think,

how you want things to work out

Because this is not about me.

it's about us.

Things goes two ways not one way. ♥