The unexpected.

Expectation is a powerful attractive force. Expect the things you want and don't expect the things you don't want. - R.B

But there are many things that happens beyond expectation and we would never know that, we were never aware of that unless if really happen to us or it effected us physically or mentally.

i knew you loved me, you miss me. But i just did not expect it to be that strong. Well, i didn't even think about it more of that way. I didn't think i would be such an attractive force to you, still. I didn't think you would still miss me. But i'm happy and thrilled that you did. Hence, i'm posting this.

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I hate sunday mornings. No intention to be disrespectful, but i hate church. Being dragged up at 7 EVERY sunday is something i'm not happy about. On top of that, going at weird hours during season and occasion making our plans not work out. Come home to hear a loooooooooooong lecture from either one of you. Hate being ask questions i don't want to answer but am force to because i have no choice and no rights. And hearing words like ''don't be sinful'' ._. sometimes, enough is enough. No disrespectful to God or Jesus or whoever. i don't hate you.

So, anyway, as usual. was dragged up at 7, went to church. Go scolded and nagged in the car. (As usual, since when will they shut up and accept the facts of what we are? instead.... nvm) SO, an hour at church killing time. All i hear is everyone around me singing out loud and going out of tune. Peeps, if you really love singing, do it in the shower or your own room! If you thinking by singing God will forgive you. i do not know to laugh at you, or to say you're just......

Anywayyyy, went for breakfast, once more being annoyed and scolded for eating nothing but egg tart. HELLO!!! it was 9 in the morning and i'm half asleep! and i don't like eating with you guys, because if i order something, i would HAVE to finish mine, and finish urs as well. Why would i wanna eat if i didn't ahve any appetite right??

So, after all that, went home. it was 11. Lay in bed and texted the bf on what'sapp. I guess the habit of us texting each other on what'sapp just made me HAD that habit. As time passes i kept looking at it wondering if he read it (be'cz it shows if he opened the msg and read it ) Lunch time came. 2pm. and i was hungry, again i texted him, but i guessed he was sleeping. LIKE HE ALWAYS DOES!!! then i fell asleep, woke up again to see my phone. no reply. as usual... i thought he was still asleep and i didn't bother. Didn't do anything, didn't call because EVVERYTIME i call. 8 out of the 10 times he's busy, doing something, in a hurry. we rarely call for chats.our conversation are no longer than 5 minutes. HAHAHA. well, i guess, he figures he's seeing me, so what's the point.

Another few hours has passed, and i figured he wasn't coming anymore. Was chatting with Eunice as  usual. and he just walked into my room. i totally went OMGWTF! First thing he did was hugged me, smiled from ear to ear and ask ''baby, why didn't you call me.''

i could tell you, i was literally frozen, stunned for 5 minutes. and i realized, HE DID MISS ME. and for the next 10 minutes he was explaining how he has been waiting for my call for the past 3 to 4 hours and wondering why i didn't call him and he felt so uneasy until in the end he decided to just come to my house. XD. i can imagine him staring at him phone wondering why i did not call him and wondering if i was angry at him or wtv it is. HAHA

Like i said before, things happen at the time when we least expected. That's the best part. i love you baby.