insecureness

Being apart isn't what everything think it is. You want to text all day long, but yet am afraid to be bugging him all day long. Sparks seems to be dying and conversation seemed to get less. we stop asking where we've gone and what we're doing. but yet, we want to know. 

But in the end, all we are afraid, is we'd just grow apart. 

Long Distance Relationship

Long distance relationship

How many of us ACTUALLY have had a long distance relationship? I'm not talking about being in another state. where you drive few hours to see each other. Or you could hop on a bus or train during the weekend to see each other. I'm talking about being miles and miles in different countries taking hours of expensive flight. 

I've had it before. and it's NOT fun. But it's also the perfect time to prove your loyalty and how each of us put our trust in our partners. We can't kiss, hug and make up for the mistakes we've done. For the tiniest thing that's said that hurt each other. All we have are just images, videos, and text. But at the same time, it shows and reveals how much we mean for each other and we learn to appreciate the things we had that we never knew we did. I could write a book about LDR but most people who get bored reading it here. 

Love is a many splendid thing, some would say it's a risk to take for whatever it's worth it. For i'll say, what's important are the silly happy memories that we have together. and not regretting what we did not do.

So i came across this video, with the title "Long Distance Relationship". Well, firstly, people might think 'oh, it's either gonna break up in the end, or some boring video about how both of them are lonely and they move apart' I hesitated for a while before i clicked play. But oh well, it's no harm. and my boyfriend came and said to me ''watch this!"

When i clicked play and started watching it, i smirked and smiled at him and pointed how we use to do it together. Then, i started crying, me being an emotional girl who cries even when a cartoon character dies in the movie. i just couldn't help it.
I have watched this video 3 to 5 times, and i tear everytime.
Being produced in malaysia by malaysian, it's a really creative and they really brought the emotional of the story out well.
thumbs of for them. (don't wanna give out spoilers) watch it. :)

Love is everywhere, there is no distance. All you have to do is stop the resistance.

I love you. You know i will always, always will. 

Life of an office lady?

I know i haven't been blogging for ages. Sorry for the abandoning. 

So what's life of an office lady? 

i have no idea. it feels like a library. being so quiet. In front of my laptop ALL-DAY-LONG. I've got a neck pain and a back muscle pain as well as ass numb. I do not know if it's raining or sunny or hail-storming outside. 

I don't even know what time it is. No window next to me. Now i know why they make a big deal of a window office or a window seat in the office. LOL!

Lesson learnt? 

Not an office person.

Yesterday, was the first day of work. It wasn't really that bad. Today being the second day, the hour seems longer. Maybe it's because i was munching on honeystar yesterday, and nothing today *bad habit. 

But oh well, i didn't realize how tired and exhausted i was yesterday. We went to Mid Valley yesterday to have Chillis. But of all days and time of the year, they were closed on that day =.=

So we went to TGI Friday's instead. I literally dragged myself to the restaurant

The minute we reached, the first thing we wanted was drinks. Both of us were hungry and dehydrated. 

So i had orange SLUSHY!!! and the boy had ice lemon tea. like 4 cups of it. LOL

Me being dead tired. 

You're Chili, i'm tomato. we kiss...

random. 

I had Rib Eye Steak in Medium Rare. ate half to realize it was to rare. brought it back to the waiter and we had a new one. 

The boy had Chicken and Shrimp in Tennessee Grill with the special Tennessee sauce. (So many n, e and s's )

So, that's first day of work, i really respect my dad who works two jobs, and play golfs EVERYDAY, 

Baby girl who works from 9 - 6 and she still can go out at night and sleep at 3am. BIG respect to her.