seriously. DO NOT MAKE ME KILL HER!!!!!

i'm the innocent one. does ANYONE sees it? pls do not make me hate you and want to leave this place more and more.

and when i do that..

Do not blame it on me.

idiot.

packing

♥ One thing i can tell you... ♥

PACKING ISN"T EASY!

♥ My room is as a mess as hers. lolz..

Just that i'm not sitting in the middle of the room thinking how to pack..

;DDD

♥♥

♥calander♥

♥ I've gotten the Calendar academy 2010 of Curtin. ♥

ahhh.. class starts on 1st march...

and ends on 4th June..

Ignore the examination weeks... we don't have that. ;DDD

♥time is passing by really fast. ♥

♥heee

♥ HAHAA.. Today, went back to AMC.. shit place man.. things have changed sooooOOO much. *sigh*. poor thing.

anyway, saw Miss Yau today, and she asked if i was married.

LOLZ..

i asked her what made her say that.. she ignored and repeated her question if i'm married.

OMG...

i remember, i met a classmate of mine.. and she asked me the same question.

ROFLMAO♥

♥ Can you actually believe it? =/ My Check in Luggage bag is only like 4 inch BIGGER than my HAND luggage bag. ._.

sigh. don't even know how to pack all my stuff..

THONG SU-XIAN!!! i wish you were here. then you could help me with my packing stuff.

._._._._._._._._._

All i wanted was a nice watch which i can wear daily and LAST LONG!!!

not a watch i DON"T LIKE and force to wear.

Do you think i'll wear it or put it in my cupboard?=/

I know. i know. i shouldn't be asking so much. i'm selfish. i'm sorry.

but i do have feelings too. *sigh*.

you really do not know how it feels.

but so. wtv. i guess i'll just have to save up my own money and buy it myself.

i never asked for extra. it was from my own pocket money.

And then you complain about it?

i know it's your money.. but you gave it to me! so i can spend it however i want. you said wisely.

i feel that it IS wisely.

i'm so tired..

♥ find out my other blog what will make me happy on that day. ♥

♥

♥ RM299. i wonder if my daddy would buy it for me. ♥

another.random

♥ Names are changed due to privacy. ♥

It's really funny how some things work, When you think things are settled down, suddenly, your partner just breaks off.

It's kinda scary.

Insecure lies within all of us male and female.

Daniel has been dating Kim for 7 years, 7 years! it ain't a small number and definately NOT a short period of time.

I mean, if for the past years it has been ups and downs. but mostly down we understand.

But between Daniel and Kim? It wasn't something that you could break it off easily.

It's scary..

Daniel got a promotion and the dream job he ever wanted, But it was in KL, while Kim is in IPOH.

They were fine with it, never saying anything and so on.

But 3 weeks after Daniel has been to KL, she received Kim's call like any other day.

But this time, Kim just said ''i wanna break up with you.''

How scary can that be?

Kim was so insecure, to Kim, daniel going to KL will be as if leaving her.

2 weeks later, kim gets a new boyfriend..

.___.

well, no comment on other people's life.

but just hearing about it, scares me.

lolz. that's why i'm blogging about it.

♥oh so random ♥

♥cut.or.not♥

♥ Should i or should i not cut my fringe? ♥

♥camwhore face me. ♥

your thoughts

♥ An opinion? ♥

Which would you prefer?

i prefer the second picture because it does bring the personality out.

♥♥

What do you think?

cute.

♥ Hubby is just so cute. lolz. that i had to post it. ♥

I was asking hubby how to crop a picture/ put a picture in the proper size in Adobe Indesign cs4.

and he just ignored me. i thought he didn't know.

Then, he sent me a file which he edited from a print screen i sent to him earlier on

♥ lolz.. So unexpected. HAHAHAHAA..

and yet so cute.

anyway,

after 5 hours of struggling...

I have this...

which is like 20% only..

♥
♥ i am so god damn lucky that i am not studying in TOA.. [no offense to those studying there]

But i will seriously DIE with the work load there.

♥♥

♥

♥ Oh. today was a funny day.

went to church this morning. chinese mass. Cz we couldn't wake up so early.

Had breakfast with the parent, i just drank..

Told them about the letter i wrote to her.

They were impressed. ;DDDD

WEnt out with hubby. ♥♥♥♥ LARVE YOU!

And matthew finally showed my mom his gf.

lolz. it's a long story.. will update next post.

HAHAHAHAA. he doesn't read my blog. so oh well. heeee. ♥♥♥

another thing..

DAD CUT HIS HAIR!!!!

OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

how i wish i have the Lumix FH 22 lolz

Well, it's 2.30am and hubby has gone back KL. Before i went out.

Dad teased ''going to see him before he goes back?''

i just smiled.

i feel really bad now.. for some reason i'm not telling. ;D

anyway, Can't wait till friday to come.

STUCK AT HOME AGAIN..

but going out with Rachael on wednesday. weeee. ;D

well at least once a week is fine. ♥♥

again chicken pox sucks.

lolz.

Better start with work.

♥toodles♥

hint

♥ i know what i want for valentines. ♥

Here i say sorry, that i'm leaving on that day.

But i'm not leaving you.

i love you. ;D

Rmb what our deal was? i'll work hard. ♥♥

I don't want expensive gifts,

i don't want you to spend anything. Not a cent at all.

i just want you to spend the day with you.

I just want you to write how you feel.

So that i can keep it with me.

♥♥

Well, that's what i really wished. i've said it.

it's a HUGE HINT.

♥♥♥

love.

sat night

♥ TODAY, went to watch movie..

The spy next door by jackie Chan..

MUST WATCH!!!

it's damn funny. ♥

♥ i prepared for 2 hours... 1 hour with hair and make up.

1 hour deciding WHAT TO WEAR..

oh well. don't wanna talk about that..

but yea.. i do camwhore.
♥ Me and snuggles. ♥
♥nonnon♥

♥ So this is how i spent my saturday night.

Plan was to go indulgence.

But.... due to some circumstances..

i''ll give up hope to that even though i'm been dying to go there.

but wtv... anyway..

♥

you

♥ You came home baby.

and you really made my day.

So happy i can see you.

Though it was just a while.

It was better than nothing.♥

I love you.

♥♥♥

LMAO

♥

OMG!!! seriously i have laughing my ass off..

Ok.. no offense to anyone out there okay?

Firstly, see that on top? it's apparently a soap bar.

or god knows what is it in there.

and, it is told that it does all things below

♥Acne

♥ Anti-aging

♥Birthmark

♥ cellulite

♥ Chemical peek

♥ Dark Eye Ring

♥ Dry Skin

♥ Eczema

♥ Freckles

♥ Frown line

♥ Hair Loss

♥ Large Pores

♥ Melasme

♥ Nail Problem

♥ Oily Skin

♥ Pigmentation

♥ Scars

♥ Spider Veins

♥ Skin Grown

♥ Skin Laxity

♥ Skin Rash

♥ Stretch Marks

♥ Sun Spots

♥ Sweaty Palms

♥ Sweaty Underarms

♥ Uneven Skin tone

♥ Varicose Veins

♥ Wrinkles.

._____.

With just one bar..

Do you believe it?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

Acne is a severe problem, it you can treat i'm amoze,

but at the same time, you can treat wrinkles????

ok, wrinkles, old age, cellulite, all fall in the same category.. Skin tightening and firming shit.

HAHAHAAA..

Sweaty palms and underarms?

that's like closing your pores!! and how far would they close it till?

and Hair Loss.

Imagine,, i have Hair Loss and Sweaty Palms and Sweaty Underarms, and Freckles and Birthmark.

ok.. with one bar.. how do i do it??

HAHAHAHAA.. it's like.. i put it under my armpit then my hair???

ewwwWWwww..

and the same bar, you treat oily skin and dry skin..

wow..

and HAIR LOSSSS???

i think people would trust YunNan.

it's really funny how they promote it.

it cost you RM300++

and it's MADE IN MALAYSIA.

hmm. now, tell me. Do you trust it?

i read reviews such as it works for firming, sagging breast,

but no reviews on acne, or birthmark.

speaking of birthmark.

IT"S A BIRTHMARK!!!

you need surgical to do that. you need strong chemical to remove that.

i love how he backs up for himself.

that this is not direct selling. [when it is]

HAHAHAA.. if it's NOT direct selling. it'll be in sasa.. or over counter..

donkey people..

and about who that famous guys is.

pfff.. he's not even near to famous.

ok.. i'm seriously. LMAO right now.

So much more i could say about it.

but oh well. i think u get the idea.

HAHAHAHHAHA

♥

♥ Some people in this world, are so damn lucky, but yet they do now know it.

I sit down and think where i stand.

And now, i realize, i do not even stand anywhere.

Not a place where i can speak out and be listen to.

But a place where i would be allowed to be spoken but looked as a fool.

There are times i thought i was something,

but turns out to be nothing.

Why are people cruel

i always wonder.

Do not ask why i'm not smiling

do not ever wonder about it

you say you care bout me

but it's you whom you actually care.

i may be selfish

i may be childish

but for that's happening

there's a reason to it.

i can't blame you about it

neither can i talk to you about it

because i come to know

you were no difference than you were 10 years ago

I thought i knew but actually i didn't

All along it was just a face

but now i know

So don't blame me

for closing my heart

for stopping telling you stuff

which you never bother to hear

i'll just pretend to be who i am

and just let the time pass by.♥

♥;DDD

♥ roflmao♥

A convo between me and a really funny friend of mine.

Sean says: (2:41:25 PM)

ai lingggg..

Catherine says: (2:41:31 PM)

seannnnnnn

Sean says: (2:41:34 PM)

hahhahahhaa

Catherine says: (2:41:39 PM)

;DDD

Sean says: (2:41:43 PM)

eh~~ how r u ?

Catherine says: (2:41:48 PM)

i'm having chicken pox.

Sean says: (2:42:11 PM)

yoh~~~ i so envy ur picture that i saw it a wEek pass. so sweet with ur bf

♥ lolz. ♥

Sean says: (2:43:59 PM)

the one la.. u guys kissing 1 n a lot pix

Sean says: (2:44:09 PM)

the tittle is something like i love u my hubby

Catherine says: (2:44:12 PM)

HAHAAHAHAA. singapore a?

Sean says: (2:44:12 PM)

huBBy*

♥ Sean, can you be anymore funnier.. you made my day.

HAHAHAHAHAHAAA

♥ and then there's so much more but oh well.. there's really too much and sean will kill me. HAHAHAHAH

and sean, your perfect girl will come by one day the least unexpected time. ;D wait for it.

HAHAHAAA..

Do NOT forget me while i'm in perth. really. if not i go down penang kill u. lolz. jk jk. ;DDD

♥ I wish i had her hair...♥

♥

♥ Now, yesterday was a bad day. ♥

Disappointments still builds inside me, but i'm building a wall within it so i will not get hurt in the future.

let's see,... how many more days left...

hmmmmm

23 more days till i leave...

22 more day til i leave ipoh. [i will rmb this forever.. i swear fuckers]

8 more days of seeing hubby physically face to face.

*sigh*.

i know. i know. i'm counting the days.

flight booked, fees paid, accomodation done.

still haven't gotten my COE and then do the medical check up.

i've basically packed most my clothes i wanna bring.

have to call Air Asia to ask bout my guitar.

You know what sucks?

i've planned how to pack,

but now, instead, i'm TOLD HOW to pack.

wtf right?

but what can you do,

when you never have your own rights.

From now on, i swear to myself, i'm gonna earn my own self.

Earn big money,

Do whatever i want,

and nobody can stop me [only hubby can]

♥ i know hatred is deep in me.

but i wasn't the one that caused it.♥

I believed in Jesus, I believed in God, but at the same time,

I believe in Guan Yin, i believe in Buddhism.

I have been believing and will be believing.

I'm a catholic because i wasn't given choices when i was a kid.

What do you think i'll do if i'm being forced??

It was because i met Casson Liew and i believed in all this.

I believed it BEFORE i met him,

but what's the point anymore?

Shit people will never believe..

so. oh. what. the hell.

♥♥