lost

♥ Please find me. ♥

For you

♥ Look in to my eye, and you will see what you mean to me.

Search your heart and search your soul.

And when you find me there you'll search no more.

Don't tell me it's not worth trying for,

Can't tell me it's not worth dying for.

Because you know it's true.

Everything i do, i do it for you.

Look in to your heart, and you will find

There's nothing there to hide,

Take me as i am, take my life,

I would give it all i would sacrifice,

Don't tell me it's worth fighting for,

I can't help it, there's nothing i want more.

You know it's true and Everything i do, i do it for you.

There's no love like your love, there's no other could give more love

There's no way unless you're there. All the time, All the way.

I can't help it i want nothing more.

I'll fight for it, I'd lie for you and i'll walk the mile for you,

I'd die for you and you know its true.

Everything i Do. i do it for you. ♥

♥--- Bryan Adams----♥

♥ i don't know what has happened.

god. please give me the strength. ♥

you again

♥ I sat in the mirror and looked at myself.

I asked myself why am i worth it?

♥♥

and then to realize who am i to judge?

Our love is in the sky.

24/7 no matter where we are, where we go.

It is there with us.

i love you. drowning in you love.

♥ i've miss you

i love you.

i want you.

i need you.

officially missing you

♥ I miss you. i love you. i thought of you. i dreamt of you. and everything i did was you.

So many things that represented us. That made me thought of you.

I wish we were as strong as we were. What was the problem and where was it?

But i do have faith in ourselves. Because i love you, and that's all that matters.

♥♥

i love you

♥after all the tears and sorrow.
a single smile of yours wash everything away

Tell me,
how strong your love is.

i miss you

♥ Where'd you go.

I miss you so.

Seems like it's been forever.

that i've last seen you.

i love you so.

times. ♥

♥I love your randomness. I love your thoughts. I admire your skills. I love the way you talk and tell me things. I love the way you walk. I love the way you humm to your iPod. I love it when you say hey. I love the way you present yourself : chilling. I love the way you potray your memories. I love the way you love animals. I love the way you smile,hell and the way you laugh. I love how you look atyour food before you eat them. I love the way you do faces. I love the way you hold my hand. I love the way you count the days. I love your efforts. I love the times we had together. I love them memories. But most of all. I love You.♥ -

-stolen from elaine's.

But it shows how i really feel about it.

The first thing i thought when i woke up this morning is you. and from THAT moment onwards, you've been on my mind since. i don't mind. And i did alot of thinking about us. The past, the present and the future. Sometimes i wonder why do i put up with all these. But it's you that matters. You tick me off, you laugh me off, you make me cry, you make me thrilled. You can make me have all the emotions there is in the world in one day. And this is how powerful you are. It's no longer about you and i, or me and you, it's all bout us and we. There are so many things in the world i would want to say to you, but it's all about the right time, and the right words.

Never thought we could be this far, never thought, you would still love me. When i gave up on hope, you brought it back to me. At times you would play, but at times you wouldn't. You care for me that you would just hide everything in you, and push me away because you don't wanna hurt me. A heart that is given to you which you drop it a million times but won't break it. Sometimes i do not know what you think, but i always told myself, you love me and that's all that matters. Sometimes i hate myself, because i couldn't give you the best of what you want.

I wonder how it works, Everywhere i go, reminds me of you so much. i daren't tell you, maybe because i never knew how you reactions would be and i couldn't face the tease. I've had bad dreams and good dreams and so much in you with it. I'm scared, i keep wondering what am i gonna do without you, what if something bad happens? What if you got sick and tired of me? What if i'm not pretty enough for you? What if i'm not best for you in mentally wise? What if you got sick and tired of me? What if you thought i was childish? What if i'm not the one?.. But i can't help all these thought running through in my head. And all these times that i've put up with. I never regretted it, Though i asked myself why, but it was because i love you,

''The Greatest thing, you've ever learn, is to love and be loved in return''- moulin rogue.

my prime-mate

♥ Words can't express every single word i say.

Actions aren't enough to show them all.

Because my love for you,

Is just too much.

Filling in the pages of the stories every day in our lives.

And there are way more pages to leave in our memories. ♥

♥ It's been like a scrapbook. a love story base on true stories i'll say.

and here it is one.

Cheryl Cole and Will-i-am has a song putting out our words in the simplest way,

but still yet, there's so much more beyond that.

The smiles you put on my face because you told me you love me.

Or whenever you look me in the eye with your big bright eyes and give me a monkey face.

You will poke me, tease me, pick me, throw me.

And do anything regardless just to get my full attention.

And i will left with nothing but whining and laughing and screaming hysterically at you.

You love me cz i'm fragile, when i thought i was strong.

All you did was touch me and kept me safe and warm.

Being with you is all i wanna do,

Your sweet smile is all i ever needed,

Let us be together and make this last forever,

In my life is where i need you, right here next to me,

Your hugs and kisses, all of you. ♥♥

-i LOVE you- and i really really do. From the bottom of my heart.

♥♥♥

wait, you took my heart. so you can check it. =]

Re♥20 hours later

♥20 hours later. I'll be headin to the KV ball and i didn't really discuss it much with him.

Surprisingly, i wasn't as exciting as i thought it would be. Nothing much to bother about, just going to have a night out as i've not been out and to fancy dinner. The only thing is dressing up.

Maybe the fact i'm missing my partner. I'm missing him.

20 hours later, i will miss you loads.

20 hours later, i still love you as much as i've always do.

20 hours later, Nothing would change.

♥ There are loads of movies from romance to comedy that shows about homecoming, prom, ball and so on. There's always a main story where someone meets someone and things just gets on. But one thing i'm sure to be able to swear, i'm just a supporting background character. Someone that makes the crowd, but not someone that makes the scene.

Being imaginative is really good, as designers. But i solemnly swear you will not have a new chapter and nothing will change. It's just gonna be another dinner.

and i swear, you will not lost me. Because at this stage. I'm afraid of losing you more than you losing me. and thus, i am only pretty in your eyes. *smiles*

I READ before the ball..

P/S. I LOVE YOU

♥♥

new.hair

♥

♥ This is how i look before. ♥
♥ and this is how i look after. ♥
♥ Do hope i don't look weird.

♥ i love u baby. ♥

you♥

♥ After 2 and a half years. i finally received my first card.

Now, i'm pissed and i'm angry.

because the babi baby boyfriend make me angry.

and now make me wanna laugh and smile

and make me feel empty and lonely.

and make me feel bad.

who's fault?

Never cheer me up or tum me.

Need me to stare at the card and tum fan myself.

sigh.

baby a baby......

i love u lar.

but that's not enough i know.

i wish i were stronger, better, smarter.

♥

boyfriend

♥ this post is random and not me. ♥

Since, the hubby rarely blog and post about him already.

so i'm gonna do it on behalf of him. HERE.

LOL

♥♥♥♥

hubby and toy poodle.

i think is yau kin's. I THINK la..

is so cute. T___T

i want one.

hubby is SO gonna get me a toy poodle or a Pomeranian.

=DDDDD

not now la..

when i working and settle at a place.

weeee.

♥ SINCE we can't have a puppy.

we have teddies.

awwwwww.. he loves it so much.

so no worries about having puppies d.

=DDDD
♥ Just hope hubby will not TORTURE the puppy

like he did with my hamster.

LOL..

and hope hubby don't think puppy and dirty!!

cz u know me..

i keep them clean..

=))

♥♥♥♥♥♥

wanted ♥short

♥ anybody seen him?♥

In shops or onine or anywhere. [excluding my pictures]

i'm looking for him.

i'll pay.

♥ For this short, fat, stout teddy.

me want.

♥♥

♥you♥

♥ what made my day. ♥

Unexpectedly i received an e-mail regarding a registered letter.

So i went to collect. and i got this.

♥ Seeing this.. i thought it was from mom or dad or osmeone. ♥
♥ but then here it is.. from Hubby.

think can hide? LOL.

i know the address la. ♥
♥ and when i opened it. ♥

AHHHHHHHHH

♥ what do you think?

♥ I love you baby. ♥

you made my day.

the effort you put in.

i know u hate writing

english and essay.

and u even hate picking up the pen to write.

but u put in the effort.

i love u baby.

♥♥

lol

♥ My mom is just so adorable. ♥

at times.

♥♥

you♥

♥ I miss you baby. ♥

can't wait to go home.

can't wait to go out with u.

to eat with u

to take picture with u.

To pounce on you and you giving me piggy-back rides.

I can't wait to hug u.

To look at you do things.

To just sit next to each other and watch tv.

i miss u baby.

♥♥

time

♥ So many has passed and it's been months.

in a months' time i'll be going home.

And kinda think about and bring back memories is all these years.

The years of keening on these months.

The years of wondering how will i be when i'm 20-21.

And here i am, standing in 20's. and i'm still the same old me.

♥

But there's quiet alot of things moving on and

what has come into my life and what i'm starting to think about.

is it weird to be able to speak things to people who feels it isn't time yet.

but maybe yes.

maybe no.

and i just know that, we won't know till the next few years.

And here i sit thinking what will happened in the next 5 years.

♥ colors

♥ I'm such a Nature photographer. ♥

Especially flowers.

i love them.

Maybe because they are colorful

and they make people happy. =]

♥♥

♥ weekend. ♥

♥ LOL. Arrangement of pictures taken from liying's blog. ♥

HAHAHAA. m'sorry b'cz i don't know how to load so many pictures. LOL

Liying suggested the roadtrip. LOL. and shuhwa being the driver.

♥ We camwhore in the car ♥

♥ We went to the Miniature village first. which was somewhere in the middle of somewhere. LOL♥

I'll soon post pictures on that.

♥ Liying and shu hwa guiding jia min out of the maze. ♥

♥ Then we went to the playground.

to have fun

and snap shots.

♥♥

♥ Liying trying to get her shots done. ♥

♥ Then shu hwa with her awesomeness ying pose. LOL ♥

♥ Picture taken by Jacent. ♥
♥ Me n shu hwa. ♥

♥ Checked into the place after that at 11am ♥♥

our view. the pool

FREEZIN POOL

♥ After putting our things down, we went around.

Cz some of them FORGOT TOOTHBRUSH.

LOL
♥ Cotton shop that looks like a warehouse. ♥
♥ And then we went back ♥

♥Love pose. ♥

♥Guess who's who. ♥

♥LOL. as usual cleaning the dishes. ♥

♥ Of we went to the pool ♥

♥But i stayed in the HEATED side b'cz it's just freezing cold. ♥

while the other 4 jumped up and down.

♥♥

♥Love the star. ♥

♥Cleaning the BBQ pit. ♥

♥And food is here. ♥

♥Miss Chuah♥

♥Pro BBQ chef. ♥

♥ Jacent self-shot♥

♥Sun set. ♥

♥ Liying cleaning up. ♥

♥ After that, it was HOT TUB TIME. ♥

LOL.

imagine if it were Hot Tub Machine.

HAHAHAHHAHAA

♥After that we were so sleepy and dozing off.

but made ourself stay up with playing card and face painting.

♥

♥ Liying's work of art. ♥

♥ Then it's cake time. ♥

♥ awww. so lovy dovy. ♥

♥B'day girl and Jia min. ♥

♥ Candles by liying. ♥

BLOWWWW.
the pic too blur?

♥ We made her blow the candles TWICE.

LOL.

because the candles were just so pretty. ♥

♥Us. eating cake. ♥

♥ Soon after that. Hubby called me. ♥

and i went outside.

TEHHHEEEE.

♥♥

and b'day girl got drunk

♥

♥ Then they camwhored in the toilet.

LIYING HAS LOLLIPOP!!!!!!

♥♥♥♥

♥ Then drunk girl came downstairs 3 times so drunk. LOL♥

DAY 2- momma's day

♥ Jia min. ♥

i was asleep.

Lucky they didn't snap my picture while i'm sleeping.

LOL

♥ Then i called baby boy MAX, mom and dad. ♥

♥ Liying. ♥

♥ They made me pose. LOL. ♥

♥ After that we went to Fremantle. ♥

bought a statue and two butterfly thingy

[will post next post]

Then we had ice-cream. ♥♥

♥ lemon ice-cream♥