you♥

♥ i saw this set of comic and i thought of hubby. ♥

♥ Sleeping piggy. ♥

♥ This is hubby's face when he's confused with his work♥

♥This is what happens when hubby wake up. ♥

♥this LITERALLY look like hubby. ♥

♥ and lastly, THIS IS SO LIKE HUBBY!!!!!!!!♥

hahahahahaa... try to gain muscle. and go gym.

tell me. ♥

♥ Gimme one good reason why shouldn't i love you. ♥

♥ Tell me why shouldn't i.

and how can i NOT love you. ♥

You mean everything to me,

i love you for who you are but not what you are.

i would sacrifice and do anything for you,

because i love you.

Even if it takes me life to save yours.

i would.

♥♥

You might think it's not true,

you might think won't it be a little too imaginative.

But if you were in danger and the only way to save you is to give me soul.

i would. For you.

You mean so much to me, to the world.

I LOVE the way of your sweet gentle kiss,

i Love the way you run your finger through my hair, and try to fix it,

I LOVE the way you put your hands around my waist,

i LOVE how you play around with me,

i LOVE the way you hug me to sleep,

i LOVE the way you give me kisses in the morning,

i LOVE the way you would be there when i open my eyes in the morning.

i LOVE the way you always assure i'm alright,

I LOVE the way you rather give me the best part of the chicken rather than eat it yourself.

i LOVE the way you know my abouts and how i like things to be.

i LOVE the way you call my name,

i LOVE the way you LOVE me,

i LOVE how there are so many things to say about you

and the list could go on.

forever.

and most of all, i LOVE the way you let me LOVE you.

♥♥

♥i miss you so♥

stalking you

♥ I'm just looking through past post when i first met him how i thought of it. ♥

PEOPLE PEOPLE PEOPLE!!!

Please do not mis un. i'm not trying to make him look bad like he doesn't care or anything.

He Does.

Just that, we just met, and you know how silly me had a HUGEEEEEE crush on this guy that could work his charm over me anytime. ♥

I love you baby.

____

when you wander of with her,
my heart felt angry.
this jealousy is what i felt,
i told myself there's nothing going on
but thoughts and wonders kept coming in.
I felt lonely,
i ask myself,
should i be there?
should even be existing?
how important i am to you?

i love you and that's all i know,
silently being behind you,
and sometimes wondering,
do you see me there.

__

♥ But now i know.

You do see me there.

and i'm still standing next to you and behind you, supporting you in everywhere,

letting you lead me and guide me in every step.

and i can rmb another day. ♥

__

I'm home, sitting here. all alone. hmm..went to jj after dinner with dad. had dinner with mom. spent time with my bro in my room. hmm..but i missed him. din reli want to bother him that much on the phone.
Saw him at jj. He looked..zomg..the feeling i had was exactly like that day during new years. Or through the past years. but this time, it was deeper. Where you walk alone, you stare around and wonder if you'll bump into him. nomatter what others are talking to you, your heart just wish you could bump into him. And when you finally see him from far. you pretend not to but you are so excited you hope he would notice you, and talk to you. You walk from far and stalk him, turn a direction and purposely walk pass him pretending you din notice him and see if he calls you. and if he does, you smile and flirt. This feeling. The flirtation.and then you regret not being yourself and regretted not talking to him. zomg. i never knew my feeling for him would grow deeper and deeper. and i don't know why i'm talking like i don't know him at all.
i saw him, behind me. he looked so. handsome. so sweet. so wanna kiss him. so wanna hug him.
so miss him. and his smile.
He smiles to me.

♥ i could remember,

He had his hair spiked up, no glasses, with contacts, his White hang ten collar shirt, his dark navy blue 3/4 pants, ankle white socks, Frank Muller watch, red string tied around his leg and his pair of green adidas shoes which i've only seen him wear it ONCE!!! THAT ONLY ONE TIME!!!

LOL.

baby don't freak out on how and why i rmb what u were wearing a. You work your charm all over me and it's hard to miss.

*kiss*

i love you baby.

from, your forever stalker. LOL

love list

♥ Back then, i remembered i started blogging about this guy i've met who turns out to be the best.

Really. Everything seems to be in place and i just feel so lucky right now.

Back then i saw this list and posted on my blog [ he didn't know i had a blog ] So. let's put a heart on each of the list that HE"S DONE. ♥

Every girl dreams that oneday, she will find aguy that does these things for her.Even the smallest action can have

THE BIGGEST impact insomeone's life.

GIVE HER ONE OF YOUR T-SHIRTS TO SLEEPIN.♥

LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES.♥ [ but not enough. lol ] ♥

KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS. ♥ [ partially, but i'll give a credit ]

TRUST HER 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE. ♥

TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL. ♥ [ must tell more. lol ]

L00K HER IN THE EYE WHEN Y0U TALK T0HER. ♥

LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR. ♥

MESS WITH HER HAIR.

JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER. ♥

F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES. ♥

L00K AT HER LIKES SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRLY0U SEE. ♥

H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS. ♥

WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT Y0U TELL HER Y0U L0VE HER.

LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS. ♥

GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER. ♥

TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE Y0U BACK. ♥

STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES SICK. ♥

WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER ♥

KISS HER F0REHEAD. ♥

GIVE HER THE W0RLD. ♥ [ not yet, but i know u will, so give u another credit ]

WRITE HER LETTERS. ♥

LET HER WEAR Y0UR CL0THES.(SWEATSHIRTS) ♥ [ i am wearing it now. LOL ]

WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITH HER. ♥

LET HER KN0W SHE'S IMP0RTANT. ♥

LET HER TAKE ALL THE PH0T0S 0F Y0U SHE WANTS. ♥[ not so yet.. but i give u credit, so must let me take more. ]

KISS HER IN THE RAIN.

CALL HER EVERY NIGHT. ♥

AND WHEN Y0U FALL IN L0VE WITH HER,TELL HER. ♥

AND WHEN Y0U D0 TELL HER. ♥

L0VE HER LIKE Y0U NEVER L0VED BEF0RE. ♥ [ i know u do baby. muax ]

♥ So. hubby, I LOVE YOU!!! AND THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME!!! ♥

back then

i miss you.

and the first post i've ever blogged about you emo0ly

TUESDAY, 15 JANUARY 2008

Do you know that i love you?
How i feel for you is smth i've never felt before.
i have no regrets of meeting back with you,
cz i'd rather have a short memory than have none at all.
As i sit here thinking of you
are you thinking of me too?
or her?
i really wonder.
But if it was her,
i don't blame you.
Sometimes i do wonder,
do you treat her like how you treat me?
every single action taken.

Have you ever heard
Action are more than words.
All you've done,
I loved it
i'm happy and i'm glad.
this is because i love you

Do you know how i feel towards you?
do you know how i think about u?
i've been searching for someone like you
to guide me and teach me
even i'm wrong.
Noone could ever give me how i feel right now.

One thing i know, that is.
Love can never be force.
So if you don't feel the way like i do.
We both understand.

♥ LOL. just seems like our relationship has gone such a far way. ♥

back then u didn't even knew i ahd or blog. or wrote that. HAHAHA

Hazelnut ze husky

Mommy miss you
































When I come back, baby hazel won't a month old d. Will be 5 months d! That time can run faster and jump higher d. And mommy no more chance to see you being so small and stumbling around the living room.

Though I know you are going to love daddy and protect him because he care for you really much and spend time playing with you. You know daddy very busy ge la.

Love daddy and kiss daddy all the time for me :p lol

I love you baby
I love you daddy.
Missing you miserably.
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love convo

Casson says: (2:45:34 PM)

i love u..i'm not kidding or wanna make u happy or wanna get ur attention... and u know i'm that kind of person but now i really love u so much and i never never fall so fucking deep to a girl like that..u make a man by loving me totally...

♥ baby i love you♥

i was so close to tears when i read that. i begin taking out the card hubby sent to me. And read it once again.

i felt like the luckiest girl.

and i can't wait for the next three weeks to pass.

i love you baby.

____

catherine *heart* casson says: (2:46:33 PM)

i love you too. and i want you to get my attention. i want u to tell me how u feel and i want u to tell me that you love me

catherine *heart* casson says: (2:47:09 PM)

i've never felt like this before for anyone and you make me feel special. like a princess when u love me.

Casson says: (2:49:02 PM)

hahahaaha...

Casson says: (2:49:21 PM)

baby r...ppl so romantic now but u make laugh when i read that..

catherine *heart* casson says: (2:49:45 PM)

._.

Casson says: (2:49:53 PM)

u sound like u're baby like that u said u like princess when i love u...sound like like girl dream

catherine *heart* casson says: (2:49:55 PM)

ppl so romantic and touch and u laugh like that. potong stim

Casson says: (2:49:55 PM)

so cute

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xoxo.

i love u baby.

muax

See with ur eyes

New glasses



Few days before I left, mom decided to go to the optical shop and get our glasses done. So, I picked the Levis plastic full frame because
1) reminds me of Hubby
2) Hubby last time say get those kind.

And now, everytime I wear them, I think of Hubby.
I miss you baby,
I hope he doesn't get freaked out I'm getting wtv he has like an obsessed desperate girlfriend. Lol.

Muax.
Xoxo
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you.

♥ Time has passed so fast and sem 2 is gonna start.

By fact, i'm already pilling up myself with 8 books for the report due this friday. how dead am i?

♥ My body is here but my soul ain't here.

I'm back here but i left my heart there with you.

Please keep it well and feed it well.

and i know wherever you go, i'll go.

Cz i know u'll bring my heart wherever you go with you. ♥

i love you. and miss you miserably.

♥ i just wanna say

I LOVE YOU

♥

winter break

Soo... i didn't really blog about me being back home.

There wasn't really a time where i could sit and blog bout my holiday.

A month has passed. it seemed so fast. =[

i wish i had more time.

but if i could spend anyway i want with the time would better.

anywaysss,

went to Sabah for a week.

*ugh*.

worst trip ever seriously, asides that i had my open water diving course.

but i guess i could do that anytime.

But the fact that i had to be with Her.

Being sun burnt.

Being sick, food poisoning, diarrhoea and Fever.

wtf. who wants to be in that situation.

it just seemed that hubby doesn't care anymore.

I rmb back then in ss14 when i was having fever and i was sick.

i wish hubby cared that much.

anyway, pictures are up on facebook. comment and rate there.

♥ One day i came back and housekeeping was done and saw baby walnut like this. ♥

♥ Hate Hate Hate Hate

SUPER SUPER SUPER HATE THE SUN!!!.

i'll be a puteri lilin and stay indoors with my sunshades and sun screen and umbrella.

♥♥

i love you

♥ It's been a while since i've blogged. ♥

♥ I noticed you were my inspiration to everything that i've blogged.

Wheather or not if it's good or bad. ♥

Everyday, we wake up in the morning to find ourselves in a new day.

And to me, before i even opened my eyes, i wish u were there.

So when i open my eyes, the first thing i see is you.

The first hugs i get is you,

and you would put a smile on my face to start my day off.

Though you put it in words better than i do.

You expressed it verbally more than me.

and Everyday,

i still look forward to you expressing it to me.

You could tell me you love me ten times,

twenty times,

fifty times,

hundred times,

or a thousand

and a gazillion times.

i still wouldn't get sick of it.

♥♥

You would always say i'm pretty,

and as all the girls would do.

we deny, just to hear it one more time. from you ♥

you would say i'm the perfect one.

and as all the other girls would say,

we deny and say there are other girls out there too.

Just to hear it one more time from you.

♥

We would pretend we're stupid,

just to hear you explain to us.

♥

We would say we don't know,

Just to let you guide us.

♥

We would ask if you love us,

just to hear you say you do

even though we know.

♥

And all these small little things.

Nomatter how many times i tell you i'm fat,

no matter how many times i tell you i'm ugly.

you wouldn't get sick of it.

and you wouldn't always tell me i'm not.

♥♥

and thank you for that, for loving me,

for who i am.

For letting me be loved.

and Love you back in return.

♥The greatest thing you'll ever learn is to love and be loved in return♥

and this i have learn.

Thus, here we are in another step ahead of us.

♥♥

Holding hand in hand,

i will never let go.

and i will make sure you won't too.

I love you baby.

you are everything to me.

please blog. i'll be waiting.

♥♥

you don't know how it feels anymore.

I just can't seem to breathe anymore.

Maybe i'm just tired of explaining.

Maybe i'm jus tired of telling you what i think.

because nothing seems to matter anymore.

This is why.

You were all so happy.

We were all so perfect.

and when u found out he added you,

You just became grumpy and moody.

To a person, who was no longer who i saw minutes ago.

Guess i have to take it,

guess i have to deal with it.

guess i have to just wait till the day, everything STOPS.

Hubby Liew

My prime charming.
Love is unconditional, love is unexplainable, love is everything, love is everything.
Love makes you feel as if every second counts,
Love makes you feel as if you have the world in your hand,
Love makes you forget time,
Love makes your worry away,
Love makes everything seems ok.
Love makes you go away to a dream land.
Love puts a smile on your face.
Love brings two together.
And there's so many things love does which is unexplainable.

Baby. I love you.
You've been everything to me and it's all that matters.
I just want you to know. That i've found you. And you're all I ever need.
I hope you can see it.
And I hope our dreams come true and our plans work out.

I love you hubby Liew


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your guidance.

You walk a little faster, making your steps bigger.

I am left behind, looking at your back.

You always stop and turn, and look at me.

Sometimes, you'll walk back, mostly you'll wait.

I fall, i bump, i'm clumsy, but You always help me to stand.

I feel bad for slowing you down, but you smiled and said it's ok.

I thank you, for being there for me, To walk this journey with me.

i stop at times and almost gave up, but your words and touch has changed my mind.

Without you, i do not think i would have gone this far.

i wanna thank you for loving me.

Love you

You and only you.


Today/yesterday (cz it's pass midnight) hubby came back from KL. Even though hubby got class on Friday. But still hubby came back. And going back KL on Friday morning and coming back on Friday night.

Hubby I love u. I love ur hugs and kisses and I never want to let you go. I love it when u call my baby. I love it when u hold on to my waist. I love it when u touch me. I love it when u rub ur nose against mine. I love it when u're smiling. I love it when u're doing anything

Thank u for everything that I've done and I could nvr have asked for more.

I love you hubby.


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lost

♥ Was meant to blog this post last week but didn't get the chance. ♥

♥ It happened so fast that it seemed like seconds.

i got down of the car and the next thing the guards were asking me and pushing me on the train.

waving their sticks and screaming their face at me.

I told him to wait a while more. a friend is on the way reaching soon.

He told me 'tunggu dalam''

so i stupidly doinkly steped in.

And the minute i steped in.

the train started moving.

Standing right in front of me was the coach who was a young malay boy and he said he couldn't do anything.

THEN THEY WOULDN"T LET ME OFF THE TRAIN.

i just stood there in tears.

feeling so lost and depressed. and scared. cz i know hubby sure angry

Then the coach told me to sit next to this chinese lady.

I was staring at my phone waiting for hubby to called. but he didn't.

Then i borrowed the aunty's phone next to me to call hubby.

Then hubby scold me.

T___________________________________T

i cry even more.

Then i got down and kampar and wait for hubby to pick me up.

Hubby sure angry me and on the way sure he think i so stupid.

Sorry hubby. cz wibby stupid.

you♥

♥You slept with me at night

turned out the lights and kept me safe and sound all night

all girls wanted that

Having fun and eating together

You had to drive me everywhere

and when i couldn't sleep at night

scared things wouldn't turn out right

You would be there, not saying anything

but i know you want to care

just at times you were tongue tied

and you just expressed it differently

Wish you may and wish you might

holding you tight and never let it go

which you've always fussed about it♥

You know my habits.

What i love to eat. what i hate to eat.

What i love to do at which hour.

my bad habits.

my good habits.

my night habits,

my morning habits.

You know what i love from what i look.

My favourite color,

My favourite Dish.

My favourite ice - cream.

And so many other things as the list will go on.

Tell me, where can i find someone like you?

I'm sorry. Maybe i should forget everything and remember back how i acted in the beginning.

i can't breathe. i can't think. i can't sleep. i can't do anything.

All that is in my mind is just you.

All that i can think is. why.

I wish i could turn back time. But as you've always said.

No point crying over spilt milk.

I feel that you don't love me as much as you use to anymore.

It's not that you don't. It's just different.

You may ask what's difference.

But it just is. Maybe it will take time.

But it's just hard because i won't be able to see you again and spend quality time with you like the past week.

You might be thrilled and happily sitting there looking at me cry my eye balls out.

You might wanna cut me out of your life and be all so sarcastic i have no choice.

Saying sorry won't be able to change anything because you might just feel so disappointed in me that you just feel fed up about it.

I wish i could cry all night. Even though i know it wouldn't make any difference. and i don't even know what's the point of me typing this out.

but it hurts. it really hurts.

You said that you 'sum tung' when you see me cry.

But then somehow, i don't see it. Maybe i'm over sensitive.

I'm sorry that i hurt you

or made you sad or disappointed you

I didn't mean to do anything harm

Love love

After months of awaits <3



I love u baby. Xoxo.
I know I may be troublesome.
Sorryy >.<


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