Bye to Bio-essence Hello Shiseido.

I am someone who uses whitening products. 

to gain flawless skin. 

I have sensitive skin which darkens really easily. 

I think for the past few years exposed to the sun, i have became few tones darker. 

Freckles is something i have and hate. 

Last time, i was using Shiseido pureness. 

i have finished two sets of it. 

I really loved it, 

but due to all the new brands and packaging outside which tempted me to try it out, 

i went to Bio Essence as it was less expensive. 

It did not give me a long term effect, 

it was covering more of repairing, 

What i didn't like about the rejuvenating day cream which DOES not have any spf is that, i can't put any sun block after that because it adds a layer onto my skin and the foundation or sun block doesn't absorb into my skin, 

Which was why i didn't really like it. 

After finishing one set. 

I am back to Shiseido, this time, i'm moving to white lucent. 

This repairs it more than covers it. 

Love how it absorbs into my skin without feeling oily or greasy and i can apply foundation or sun block after that with no problem. 

It's a little pricy. That's the only cons i could think of it, 

but for a price, you get a good quality. and one whole set could last me for almost a year.. 

Well, more likely like 6 months to 9 months.

which is really worth it. 

hoping to see more visible flawless result in weeks/months. 

And by then i would write a full review on it. 

=)

Flawless skin here i come. 

camwhoring session

After a day of shopping, didn't really shop much. 

Couldn't find much clothes that attracted me though. 

but i came across this unexpectedly. 

and i just HAD to have it. =D

so came back, showed it to the bf, and camwhored. 

Nerdy me, with glasses, without glasses. 

Don't really like it, cz it doesn't fall on my nose. T__T

i've got a flat nose. NEED a higher one please. =DD

i will soon get one as huge as this so even if it DOESN"T stay on top of my nose. i still can see. =D

POKE POKE!!!. 

some lazy ass in bed hiding under my pink blanket who he LOVES =DD

DINNER TIME!!!!

i usually let him cook cz he likes to play masak-masak. ROFLMAO. 

and! so if he cooks, he can't CRITICISE MY FOOD! LOL

Then i whipped out my brownie. =D

FOR THE FIRST TIME. HAHAHAA

can't wait to put it on and walk out. come on winter!!

THEN!!!!baby boy demanded picture re-taken with a brighter light he wants. 

OH!! new lipstick. 

Plum Passion. 

The color is actually DARKER. 

i'll do it properly one day. LOL

1st, need to fix my eyebrow. will need an embroidery in desperation. LOL
2nd, WHITENING AND FAIRING GLOWING skin!! yes indeed i have been 2 tones darker. (i don't even wanna talk about my arms) but! bio essence is a great help here. =)
3rd, gotta slim my chubby face.
4th, buck up my eyeshadow skills.
5th, do smth about my eyelashes. LOL!! i miss my maybeline cat mascara. it was sooooo good.
6th, STOP biting my nails cz i'm ruining my nail polish.

Adventure World

Yesterday, saturday, we went to Adventure world. 

An outing activity hosted by my hostel housing assistants. 

Normally if u go there yourself, you gotta pay $47 for a normal one day entrance. 

but Because hostel does it every year and bla bla bla, they get discounts, 

We only needed for $25. 

So yea, random pictures taken. 

Koala bears within reach. 

i really wanna hug one. 

NOT FAIR!!

back then when i was 3, they let us touch them for free. 

Now it cost you $10 to hug them. 

A view of mine while i was lying on the grass killing time. 

Clear blue sky indeed. 

Happy birthday Baby Boy

So, Last Friday was baby's birthday. 

Didn't really create a huge parties with balloons and flowers . 

Due to the fact he is NOT a girl. LOL. 

i didn't bother much. hahaha. 

i'm such a bad girlfriend right?

BUT!!!

at least i brought baby to metrocity to see FarEastMovement. 

I know they're not such a big thing and they are only 2 songs which i like. 

but baby is in love with G6. dunno why.. *hmmm*

but yea.

Eunice came to perth. *smiles*

But it was so crowded and stuffy and smelly man with their arms up high. 

*ugh*

There's a reason WHY i don't go to stand up concerts. LOL

I think the ALL the concert i've been to are all ballets and dramas and broadways and all the theatre kinds. 

So yea, i realized that crowds are really a problem. 

But HUGE TIGHT CAN"T EVEN WALK AND YOU CAN SMELL THE GUY RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU?

no-can-do.

LOL!!!

Realized that alcohol tolerance has been a weeeeeeeee-bit higher. LOL

did not pass out from a redbull-vodka and a shot. =D

But was drunk and tipsy and sobered. 

DID NOT PUKE!! not even abit or wasn't even close to feeling like puking also. 

so much be better. LOL!!!

anyway, hoped baby boy DID NOT bore himself. 

I felt like he was my bodyguard for that night. 

and also during wednesday night when we went to the tav. 

LOL

but, hey! he volunteers, i'll take it.  =DDD

Painful feet due to FAT ASS HEAVY GUY standing on it for 5 minutes and trying to push him away when he thought i was dancing with him 

._.

i had to literally SHOVE him hard away for him to noticed that. 

ouch...

So baby, i hoped you enjoyed ur birthday. 

Nothing much special lar. sorry. 

LOL!!!

but if you want anything, just drop a huge hint!

i love u 

what is love?

Love is such a big word, and nobody knows the meaning of it. 

To some people, it's just a word, it may be nothing but to some others, it is more than something. 

If you look at it as just a word, that's nothing. If one looks at it more than just a word, that is something. But if one doesn't even look at it, that's far beyond nothing. 

Some people chose to hide it, to ignore and never admit it. Some people run for it and search high and low for it. 

If you feel loved, appreciate it. 

Looking at someone at telling them you love them, that's something. 

Don't say you love someone if you don't. 

And if you do, don't blame the person for being upset and oversensitive. 

Don't make promises that you can't keep. 

Just remember, when you say it, REALLY mean it. 

___

i have never ever felt so many waves of emotions. 

you make me one hell of a person going up and down. 

But in the end you point the finger and blame me for it. 

We all know we can never control what other say about us,

therefor we can only control our emotions. 

But controlling emotions towards someone we really love isn't as easy as throwing out the trash. 

The memories is all i can remember,

and the other terribles i try to block it with my heart. 

As i fall down deeper, the pressure gets heavier. 

All the water seems to suffocate and blind me. 

i could have given up, but i couldn't. 

We started out greatly, 

But then things started to change. 

We fought over pointless things. 

and cold shoulders were given daily. 

i know one day love will leave. 

i just hope it will never will. 

__

Call me selfish, call you selfish. 

i don't care. 

You have hurt me before, 

you have drawn tears to my eyes. 

Although being hurt by you, 

i still love you, and enjoy loving you. 

I felt joy and happiness. 

Just in knowing you, i hope it stays. 

You have made me feel so many things, 

From unconditional love to bitter hatred. 

Every time you spin a web from love to hate. 

My heart doesn't know what to do, it makes me wanna change, 

but i don't see how i can live without you. 

So stop being so complicated. 

Don't..

___

If love doesn't insist you anymore, 

don't drag it. that's all i can say. 

I have thought and wonder what will happen if we were apart. 

i have dreamt about it and put myself in that position. 

What i will become is not what you think i would be. 

I have always tried to make myself prepare, to be so much more better than others. 

But you have changed me into so much more than i myself can handle. 

My biggest mistake, i've learnt from it. 

But memories and scars will always remain. 

yea! be all immature and stop talking to me when you hate me or feel frustrated against me!
ignore me and walk out! what a way to deal with things!. i'm not the  one not talking. it's you. So don't blame and say i never tell you things or even talk.

i can be all so nice and talk but i can't talk knowing you're giving me that face. and all you know how to say is 'and then.'

geez

Would you?

As usual, my mom sends me e-mails which are just something i need to share. 

Today, i received a few pictures alone with the headline ''Will you do it?'

LOL. 

check out the pictures. 

Below are few public places. 

Like REAL PUBLIC!!

See the public toilet? It's a one way glass door. 

Way impossible for the outside to see the inside, But it's a clear view from the inside. 

Would you be able to do it? 

Imagine someone staring or fixing their own hair at the reflection and you thinking they are looking at you. 

NOW, this next one, is a public toilet. 

The floor is painted. 

YES, PAINTED!!! 

WOuldn't it be slightly scary? Looks so real. 

And finally a smoking lounge/ smoking area. 

Nowadays everything just seems so real. 

What are words.

I've seen quite alot of people posting up this song in facebook but i never really click the play.
Came across sweeli's blog where she posted it in her blog, Well, it wouldn't be that bad and since i was free.
Here came the mouse icon and clicked play.

within 30 seconds i almost teared.

'Anywhere you are, i am near. Anywhere you go, i'd be there, Anytime you whisper my name you'd see. '
' What are words if you don't really mean them when you say them. What are words if they were only for the good times then they're gone.'
'i would never leave when you need me most'

I couldn't help but agree with the lyrics. Chris Medina made this song sound so good.

Life is all about you yourself. Love and never expect anything in return. Every single promise i'd keep b'cz this is the girl i'd be. i will never leave when you need me most. Keeping my angel close.

The lyrics says it all.

It's not just all of it, This song is a huge song for Chris Medina. A contestant of american idol who never got to the top 25.
His story really touched us all, He proposed to his lively healthy girlfriend in Starbucks where she worked in 2009. And they were ready to get married. But in october 2009, His fiance Juliana Ramos met an accident and was in a coma along with brain damage. Wedding plans were changed and things changed.
Chris Medina did not just walk out of her life, but he stayed because what were words if you really didn't mean them if you said them? Hence, this is his song 'what are words'. His story really touche me. He did not just walked out but became her caretaker, to be his angel. Even though she can't really speak, but deep down inside. He knows it.
Such a huge sacrifice that he made there for her. Even though vows were not said, but he's doing it way better than many of us.

__
A thing i've learnt from Chris Medina, close your eyes and take a deep breath and take a closer look around you.

I know it's been a while since i've blogged.
Semester just started and getting myself busy.
What's new? I got myself a new blackberry. The Bb bold 9780.
I know ppl do asl why did i even get a Bb when i have my iphone.

Well, firstly i don't really wanna care how other people think.
First! I jailbreaked my phone downloading all the apps. I have over 100 apps in my phone. Hence the 125 mb does not support it much doesn't it?
It is now m itouch with 24/7 internet device n emergency number.
I hate how i can't reply a decent msg on it being so slow under the 125mb. Or how i can't pick up the bloody phone call.

And oh yea!! I got a great deal offer too.






Welcome my baby to my hands.
Spmething to keep me busy.


P/s, if you do follow my twitter, u actually would know what's going on. But again, if u don't really bother it doesn't really matter.


- Posted from iPhone ♡ AilingC. ILY ♡